i'm a dork.


>>Saturday, February 23.

    im so TIRED. last nite was a waste of time. it was sorta fun, but a total waste. thanks tash for calling me and waking me up from my nap! well, what did i do last nite? i thought we were goin to watch anne rice's queen of the damned, or at least another movie, after all, stacy told me to meet up with everyone at the megaplex. anyway, i guess we were 30 mins late for the showing, so we ditched. we went to 'n the zone. fuckin crowded, thats all i have to say. we wanted to shoot pool so we drove around looking for another pool hall. we went to side pockets in dededo. dude, ever since we stopped goin to chameleon we started hangin around the weirdest places. i think side pockets is like a hang out for HIGH SCHOOLERS...huh? i mean, they dont card at side pockets, but they post a "NO MINORS ALLOWED" sign. anyway...everyone in the hall looked young, and i mean...HIGH SCHOOL, maybe MIDDLE SCHOOL young. but it was cool. we stayed there for about an hour and a half.

we left and ate at denny's. haha...that place was cool. i really think we pissed off EVERYONE there. first we kept bitching and talkin shit to the waitresses and even to the bus boys. we then started talking to all the people eating....it was funny. we sat near this group of LESBIANS. hehe...cel kept flirting with one of them, but for some reason they ALL wanted TASH instead. haha....sorry tash...we ALL know youre not a lesbian. hahah...that was funny. were tired, but didnt want to go home, and no one wanted to go out to like lights or whatever...so we "strolled" to paseo.

cel thought it would be cool to play "CAR TAG." its just like hide and seek, but with our cars. im not sure if anyone knows the rules, but one car is "it" and the rest hide. we are given 5 mins to find a hiding place around agana and then wait until we get spoted. once the "it" finds your car, you get a phone call and you are the next one "it." anyway...the very first time we played sucked. veronica, who was the "it" cheated b/c she left before 5 min.! we tried it again this time cel & tash were it. i thought i had a REALLY good hiding place, it wasnt too obvious and at the same time, no one in the WORLD would think of goin there. i hid to the parking lot at LA VIVA's. anyway, cel wanted to check up with her friends b/c they called her and told her to meet them. they were at LA VIVA's. anyway...i see something SILVER reflecting off my window and all i could hear was this really HIGH-pitched laughter...i noticed im being blocked and tash comes to my window..."HAHAHAHAHAH...you LOST"! i was like...FUCK! i asked them how they found me, and they told me it was by accident. shit. that game sucked. anyway...it got boring again and it was like 3:15AM or something. so i left to go home. i watched X-MEN on dvd and then slept at like 6AM or something.

i woke up at 1PM and ate lunch and now im online...i took ANOTHER TEST...its supposedly a PSYCHOLOGICAL test @ colorgenics.com. you choose colors by click on their blocks and by clicking in the order or most favorite to least. then they give you your COLORGENICS PROFILE. im not really sure how to interpret the results b/c its too general, but its sounds almost true. i need help. im pathetic. here's my profile:

At this time you are feeling "Up tight" and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation. But perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been "hard done by" and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. But you are sufficiently competent to turn that situation around. You have indeed overcome similar problems in the past - and really - this one isn't too different.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you.. You are the cause of your own problems .... Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little...

Enough is enough ... But the problems never seem to stop. They never stop.. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on ...and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit ...You bounce back - Time again and again.... you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that "belief" system that in the end -everything will turn out OK...and you are right....it will!

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships ... that is, to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person ... full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection ... looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy "All things bright and beautiful".. someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement, and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front...

so what do you think? is it true? oh...how the hell would you know?! fuck you!

>>junG >>2:34 PM >>comment

>>Friday, February 22.

    one more test result... i took the personality test @ emode.com and i was really really surprised to see what type of personality they gave me. i thought id get one of those YOURE A PATHETIC PESSIMISTIC LOSER kinda result, but whoa...im a Millionaire!

As quoted by emode.com: "Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types — your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Millionaire which means you are a Success / Thinker. Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics. You idolize Donald Trump. You aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way. You want money. You want fame. You want that big corner office. Your closet is brimming with serious power suits. You know how to impress people, and you know how to have a good time."

okay, so its partly true. anyway, i should be studying right now for my chemistry quiz, or at least sleeping so that i can wake up and getting ready for my 9:00am class. ugh...living away from school sucks! i really hate driving to school, especially when im rushing b/c i know im already late. ugh!

my van sucks. the rear right side window in the van is broken. one of the screws fell off and now the automatic window opener thingie doesnt work, i need to go to AK/TOYOTA to buy a part and hopefully its cheap b/c i dont have any money. DAMN UOG FINANCIAL AID OFFICE! DAMN UOG BUSINESS OFFICE! and DAMN GOVGUAM! i havent gotten my stipend money yet. and today i was told that they (uog) might cancel stipend money altogether. WTF? where am i supposed to get gas money? what about food? school supplies? this fucking sucks. if im not getting stipend money, im dropping out of UOG! i mean it.

forget it. im gonna watch some old episodes of SNL on comedy central and take more online tests @ emode.com. goodbye.

>>junG >>2:12 AM >>comment

>>Wednesday, February 20.

    hehe...i took more tests. but im too lazy to post them. i guess ill do that later. im getting very very lazy now. today i had three classes. and i got my results from my exams in my first two classes. ugh! i scored one point below average on my chem exam. and i got HALF right on my calculus quiz. ugh! i feel really stupid. FUCK SCHOOL. i hate this shit. what makes today even worse what that i had an exam for my computer applications class. ugh...i didnt even know about it. i had to ask one of my classmates for a scantron sheet. how embarrasing. fuck school. fuck this shit. i really think i have a.d.d. or some sort of LAZY disorder. and im starting to smoke weed again...talk about SLACKER! ive got to stop. somebody HELP me! today i have two classes...my favorite two...so it should be a better day tomorrow. IT BETTER. im gonna get something to eat. and maybe ill smoke a cigarette. ugh...

// motivate me, i wanna get myself out of this... //

>>junG >>8:09 PM >>comment

  online tests are so addicting. i got this email from rachel and nicole to go to emode.com and take the INNER ROCK STAR test. the questions were kinda weird, but whatever. guess who my inner rock star is?

Ricky Martin
     Que hombre, ay yai yai. The rock star part of you is all Ricky Martin. You've got moves that make the ladies hearts go a-flutter, and style that goes for miles. That suave Latin charm is just too intoxicating, and it means that wherever you go, people read superstar all over you. Behind those bright eyes simmers a sensual lover who knows just what a woman wants. You're smooth, and we mean real smooth, but you don't let it go to your head (well not too often). And anyway, that irrepressible charm makes it all OK. Hey, it's not your fault that you've got more charisma than a tamale's got hot. Just enjoy it. Feed your inner Ricky.

haha...I DONT THINK SO! damn this test, i took it like 3 times...and all times i got ricky martin for my inner rock star. sheesh...this sucks. at least i didnt get britney spears, eh, nick? ;) anyway, i took more tests...wanna know what my IQ is?

Congratulations, junG!

Your IQ score is 122.
During the test, you answered four different types of questions — mathematical, visual-spatial, linguistic and logical. We were able to analyze how you did on each set of those questions, which allows us to shed light on the way your brain uniquely functions. At the same time, we compared your answers with others who have taken the test, and according to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is a Visual Mathematician. The first thing we can tell you about that is you have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information. But that's just scratching the surface.

well, im supposed to pay like $20 for FULL INFORMATION on the test and stuff, but im too cheap. i guess the score's cool and stuff. i do believe i have skill in mathematical information...hehe...math rules. but this sucks...im no where near bill gates...he has an IQ of 160. ugh!

>>junG >>6:09 PM >>comment

>>Monday, February 18.

    i SLEPT all day today. that was great!!!

i also took one of those online tests -- ARE YOU A SLACKER? -- and guess what?

Dude, you are just like Ethan! So I guess we just wasted your time. There's no way in the world anyone would ever mistake you for a slacker. Unless -- taking this quiz was your feeble attempt to procrastinate and waste time to avoid doing something really important. Nah, you're just too goody-goody for that. You need to learn to chill out, brother. Our advice, get yourself a Playstation 2 -- those games are mad addictive.

haha...i did take this test to avoid studying for my calculus exam, but man...im not an anti-slacker. i dont even do homework anymore!!! plus, i do own a playstation 2. i dont have any games tho. i just watch lots of dvds...hehe. whatever...im gonna go sleep now. bye.

>>junG >>9:35 PM >>comment

  today -- acutally yesterday -- was a pretty weird day. first off, it was a sunday. i usually sleep all day sunday, maybe watch a video and eat, but most of the time ill sleep. anyway, i got up around 11 and got a call from nane. she asked me if i was goin to the mall for that auto jam 2002 thing. i told her id go, so i went. i drove to nane's house to pick her up and found out that i was also taking eric and his friend mike. i drove us all to the mall and got there around 2PM or something. the rain was a bitch, but the show was pretty cool. we were late, but made it in time for the hydrolics competition. the second car was pretty tight. but then again, i dont know shit. it was cool tho, b/c i knew one of the photographers for the show -- patrick almonte. hehe...he was in my EN111 class and was also one of the participants in the little mr. guam 1992 competition. anyway, we all chilled in the food court and met up with veronica, tash, stacy and cel. we stayed there for maybe 3 hours. we get bored and head back to the show grounds. of course it was over, but we decided to check out the left over cars. i saw another little mr. guam 1992 participant -- ervin cabuhat. he entered his red 2001 toyota celica. that was a nice car, too bad it didnt win any awards. there was ONE tight car, one that i would actually be proud to show off...the 2001 altezza (lexus is 300). that car was the SHIET. hell yeah. it was hooked up and everything. i dont remember the owner, but veronica says she knows the guy and that she got to drive it. i really really want a racing car now. damn my van! too bad i dont have any money for a car.

so, i found out that i was goin to take EVERYONE home. it sucked, but whatever...i guess thats what i get for drive a HUGE van. damn! we stroll around tamuning and tumon and finally stop at the lookout point in jonestown. it was cool. we chilled and stared at the waves and stuff. we all leave and head to the hafa adai theaters to watch SLACKERS. thank god the movie was only $3...b/c that movie SUCKED. im sorry, it was funny and stuff, but it was TOTALLY boring. the only thing i thought was interesting was jason schwartzman's character, ethan. he's a "cool" actor; great character in RUSHMORE. he also has a band -- phantom planet. he sang this one song in the end that i thought was really really cool.

anyway, i thought we were all gonna go home, but eric tells us about a bash in latte heights. we decide at nane's house for about an hour and eric finally gets tash and nane to come. nane drove and we stayed at the parking lot for about 5 mins. tash and nane were to "embarrased" to get down, b/c the bash was huge and there were no girls at all. so we left. good nite.

>>junG >>2:09 AM >>comment

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